aspirin

you need to see a doctor. i'm not a doctor so you should've not met me instead. take some aspirins, don't take me cause i can't handle your illness. i don't understand what to do, while everything around is getting more complicated than before. sometimes i regret my decision to ask you about this whole thing. because it led you to be a more powerful yet destructive material to me.
you should see her, take a walk with her. not me. stop making me your excuses to reject her phone calls, or delete her messages. we were wrong. we are. i am. you should tell those things to her, instead of me. i might be a good listener and problem solver but she is a very very good lover who gave much of her love to you.
oh, don't talk about love. you don't even know what love means. even i don't. saying to someone that you love her means that you have to be responsible for every impact of your love to that girl. saying your love to me means that you have to be responsible for being serious with that. and i doubt it. i just don't know. don't talk about love that easy. love can be fun, yet painful at the same time so be careful with it.
i am not your garbage so stop calling me when you need someone to lean on to. you really, really, should learn how to be a single fighter because i can't be there for you forever. as i told you, don't treat me like an aspirin. find your other cure.
life is about choice and seriously, you have to choose. i didn't ask you to choose but at leat let me choose my own way. even if there's no more you in that way. hopefully that's a highway that could relaxing my mind so it'll be fun with or without you. i'm not gonna take you as my aspirin when i get hurt in this process. i'll fight alone. because i don't wanna be on the same low level as you.

thanks for making me stronger.
thanks for making me fighter/