when you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the harddest part

i woke up at 3.30 am this morning, and no, you haven't replied my message.

this is why i don't love you, cause the risk is just too big. and i'm afraid to lose. 'think i'm gonna just stop trying, stop living a dream, and face the real life. i'll leave the past in the past. our past.

enjoy your holiday. tell your beautiful sister i say hi. see you soon, blonde.