light will guide you hope...... and i will try to fix you

halo.
entah kenapa akhir akhir ini gue agak..... apa ya.... agak kacau. mungkin kacau adalah kata yang palingtepat buat mendeskripsikan ada apa dengan hidup gue lately. naek PDLT, dihujat hujat orang, laptop gue rusak, sindrom bokek parah berkesinambungan, clash ama temen, keteteran tugas, krisis percaya diri, krisis motivasi (mengutip kata kata asep sumpadang haha) de el el. intinya: GUE CARUT MARUT . i don't have any idea what has happened to the world, but it seems that i have made a HUGE sin that caused soooooo many disaster in my entire life. ini aja gue ngepost disini karena udah buntu, udah bener bener ga tau lagi mo ngomong ama siapa. i need motivation. i need to review my life back, what have i done until my day ended up like this.

maybe i need time. to be alone. to think back. to find out the reason why. to rebuild my hopeless life. to get my mood back. to unhide my face. and be the new me-the old one. with great personality, and nice attitude. i need.... support. thank you.
love
xoxo.